腦海想念著的是什麼

 是愛不論什麼事也會大笑的您

心底中深愛的人是誰

這個人只會是您一人    就是您

 

 

 

並不是像別人盲目的去愛,沒有方向,只管去愛.到最後分手收埸. 現在的愛是理智的愛您,但也會有失去理智的一天

那一天已經來了,整天說話不多,只管呆滯地坐著,等待您的電話..盡管知道您那段時間是不可能打給我,我一會等,一直等下去

這幾天沒有好好的睡,腦海盡管是您,怕您傷心,想您開心.很想令您再次開心地向我大笑,不會是腔調中充滿煩憂.

 

到了相愛第229日,這數字的意義並不再重要,因為我不會讓這數字停止下來,用不著像倒數.我不會因某些事情跟您說出那兩個字,永遠只會在不開心過後,便很快跟您說那三個字.我不會像其他情侶愛理不理便說分手

我會遷就您,我會想得更遠,我不是只想現在的事.但盡管怎樣,現在這局面變得冷漠.知道在這段時間也不會聽到您笑,盡管笑也不是我的原因

這幾天跟您談話的時間已經不再超過十分鐘,但在這十分鐘是一整天一千四百四十分鐘中最開心的十分鐘,盡管是十分鐘,也好讓我能聽到您的聲音,盡管是十秒,也好讓我能知道您平安,盡管是一秒,也好讓我跟您說聲我愛您

 

我們相處的時間盡管減少,我也不會讓您擔心做什麼,一整天的心也是在想著您,這幾天的夢也有您的存在,每天起床前的夢境也是您在我面前,是否太想念您使我連睡覺的時間也想起您

 

 

盧佩雯,您不是一個人,我不希望您每次不開心有煩惱都好像是一個人,盡管您出生後已經是習慣一人面對,我要証明給您看我是一個能幫您分擔的男人

千萬不要覺得煩惱是您一人,我自己在另一邊沒煩惱地過活..這幾天沒有一天是因其他事情笑,只會在收到您電話時才能笑出來,盡管我在電話中裝快樂,但卻是在忍著淚水..因為不知道怎麼才能令您開心大笑..但您並不是一人

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

起床後

舉起手中的手機,怕您在早上時會有找我,怕有您的未接電話

梳洗後

拿起放在褲袋的手機,怕您在我洗頭時打給我

用餐時

拿起放在桌子上的手機,怕您在我用飯時打給我

外出時

每過2分鐘便拿起手機看一次,怕在街上太嘈吵聽不到電話響鈐

睡覺前

會用手一直拿著手機,怕您睡不著時會打給我讓我來令您睡

盡管任何時候

                                                                                                                          我也在等待著您的電話

 

 

我不會表達現在對您的思念,只想能在想看您一面

我會等待您心情變好,但也會想在等待前用自己能力令您開心

 

備注:

愛人,不要生氣,不要失落..您有什麼事我也會支持您,我不會離開您,不會一個人面對

雖然每次您不開心時也不會想跟我談話,但要記著我的心仍然在擔心您,我的腦海會仍然思念您

記著在您不開心時,我也會陪著您不開心

 

我並不會一人在笑,要是我笑        

也要您陪著我一起笑

不要再了,愛人!

 

By

      Sam

 

 

 

§相愛的第209天§

很久沒打日記了,應該我的朋友很久沒看過我肉麻的日記..近來也在找工作,之前找到的那一份因為某些原因就自己沒做了.

盧佩雯(我的最愛)現在也在考試期間!我會無限量支持她的=]

這陣子,我真的會越來越愛現在所愛的愛人..雖然慢慢發覺友誼和愛情在天坪上,愛情慢慢地向下,表示愛情的重要性越來越重

其實友情對我也很重要,不過我愛我所愛的人,我不能因為自己跟朋友玩樂不理會她,對不起..

我不是重色輕友,其實我只是讓我的愛人幸福,但往往一天的時間只有24小時,我不能分配過多的時間.因為我現在最想做的是令女友幸福,自然願意花更多時間在建築她的幸福

盧佩雯這幾天辛苦您日日夜夜溫習,比心機=]我們考試過後我應承您跟您玩個痛快<3我會盡力說服我媽媽和私通的姐姐和一起弄Cake=]好不?

今天聽聽一首歌=]

Mariah Carey (ByeBye)

當然Lyrics不會出現在盧佩雯身上=]I Promise

 

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

告訴我,最藍的天空,是哪一個天空?

當我們的腳印都消失了,南極企鵝說

是撫平雪地的天空

 

愛您並無限期

諾言心中長存

幸福全屬於您

今世只愛著您

By

      Sam

愛情是一種無法形容的事物

也沒有任何形容詞來特定他是什麼

可以是酸的也可以是苦，同樣也可以是甜蜜的

 

同時,並不需要經常放在口中,因為您真心愛另一半,另一半自然感受到

常說也不表示您愛他,可能表示您是個情埸老手,玩弄別人感情,花言巧語為求達到目的

但盧佩雯哦,雖然和您說了不少愛您,但是出自真心,同樣也用行動表示對您的愛是多真摰

 

不管您曾受傷害,由我來幫您治療這些傷痛,過去的難道現在還記著嗎?

我要把幸福的事把不快的過去刪除,因為您已經是過去的受害者,我現在要變成醫生把您的心治療好

 

您說過您心臟病發會如何,答案只會是,我死也不會放開您

我會陪伴著您身邊,拖緊您的手,絕不放開,恐怕放開便會給死神把您搶走

因為我不能想像沒有您的日子,我也不會給您一人睡在病房

我知道您怕醫院,我會二十四小時陪著您,不管您媽媽會否把我趕走

我絕不會讓您一人痛苦,就算您曾一人面對病痛

 

現在我可以各向您確確實實說,您從不只是自己一人

從第一天我也陪伴著您,就好像剛才一樣,往後日子也不變

像一個忠誠的守衛二十四小時保護著幸福世渡的公主

那公主便是盧佩雯您,同時幸福世渡,也是我努力把它給您

同時我也充當幸福世渡的主人,陪伴著您一起幸福快樂

並不是您一人,是我們二人的世界

 

我真的很愛您

盧佩雯

 

我也可以確實把我們的愛情,努力用一個最貼切的形容詞,就是「幸福甜蜜」的愛情

 

 

p.s.  對不起,偷偷沒睡,但我真的想打這篇日記,因為我今天特別想您

 

By

       Sam